I have this dream about owing my own home. with about 50 dollars in my pocket i'd i had more luck with seeing a fiying pig than buying the house i just fell in love with. i would love to create the home i'm being dreaming about since i was 6. you can't do anything with the situation i find my self. Just thinking that if i keep at my min wage and one day i'll be able to buy a house that is about quater of million dollar is just laughable. But keeping my hopes high along with my blood pres...

Bored and messed up. these are the two main trends running through my life. It doesn't matter what choices i make in my life sooner or later i end up inviting these two feeling back into my life. How you escape the hold these feeling have on your life and construct a life actully worth getting out of bed is something that still eludes me. The question that i want to get an answer to is it really choices that you make or somethings are just predetermined for you and try as may thing always...